Saturday, March 26, 2016
My heart had sunk to the deepest, darkest depths of despair. It had sunk to my stomach. and to my colon and even further down. In that moment, I felt like all the sweat, tears, and blood I'd invested in my high school career immediately went down the drain. It wasn't fair. It really wasn't fair. It wasn't over yet, but it may as well have been. I couldn't take it anymore. I just couldn't. Had I had too much pride? What did I do wrong? What didn't I do right? Why didn't they want me? I sat alone, stressed.